A handfull of something is what we really want. Many are the things we were indoctrinated into wanting. Many more are the delusions we want/ed that were built up by delusions mixed with more delusions. See through that. Then focus on the few things you’re good at. Stop finding excuses, investigate your ‘but’s’ and start building your thriving enclave. That’s the only real thing we can do in a world full of good hearted manipulated/ing people, leaders and the whole systems we’re surrounded with.